Saturday, August 15, 2015

Babies are Lucky

Babies are lucky
Don't tell me they're not
They're someone's everything
Someone's first thought

Babies are lucky
They never get cold
They're always wrapped up
In someone's warm hold

Babies are lucky
They never need fear
Someone's always saying
"Don't worry, I'm here"

But once they grow up
Then they will see
Their luck has run out
And they end up like me

--Sam


Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Good Morning! Afternoon!

Things Madelyn Discovered today:

  • How to turn around 360 degrees. (Woohoo!)
  • Green beans are yummier than squash.
  • How to grab the bowl of baby food.
  • How to spread baby food over hands, legs, and the chair next to her.
And ALL before her afternoon nap! She's a smarty-pants!

Things I discovered today:
  • When I'm behind Madelyn, she can hear me and will turn to see me. Eventually she will learn to turn over.
  • Madelyn is a SUCKER for puppets!! 
Could this video be her future?!

  • Madelyn's giggles are THE BEST.

Ta-ta for Now!
Sam

PS: That video is from my sister, who is currently serving a full-time mission for our church. Hop over to her blog if you want a weekly uplifting message! She is amazing!

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

No more Back-to-School!

Ok, friends. This is the FIRST TIME IN 20 YEARS that I have not gotten ready for school.

No back-to-school shopping.

No new gel pens, colorful binders, no locker/dorm/classroom decorations, no picking out sheet music, no lesson plans, and--worst of all--no classmates.

No fellow students to meet.

No fellow teachers to greet.

No one saying "See you at recess/lunch/that boring staff meeting none of us want to go to".

And, truth be told, I am terrified.

Normally, the summer is a break. A much needed one. And the fall means getting back into "real life". But guess what? THIS IS MY LIFE NOW. Staying home with Madelyn. Taking care of the house, composing, drawing.

DOING WHATEVER THE HECK I WANT.


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Sooooo....... what do I want?

O___O

....I kinda want someone older than 6 months to hang out with....

I mean, this is normal, right? Is this why play groups exist? Not so the kids can socialize, but so the Moms can socialize?


.....Right?

Maybe writing my thoughts will help me along the way. Or maybe I'll forget for four more years. Who knows. 

Here's what I do know:

I love Madelyn with all my heart. I love being her mom, and I love hanging out with her. I am grateful for the opportunity to stay home with her--not all moms get this chance. I am lucky, I am blessed, and I am discovering new things every day.

And that I would not change.

Ta-ta for now,
Sam